my new addiction

a kiss for ME! :))

sumting shud be left unspoken

HALLOO GUYS.. ITS BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE I LAST WROTE IN THIS BLOG. SO, ONCE AGAIN! ALOALOHAAA...HEE ANYWAY, ABOUT TODAY ENTRY, SUMTING SHUD BE LEFT UNSPOKEN. HURM, ACTUALLY, DAT SUMTING IS YOUR SECRET. U DEEP DARK SECRET!! HAHA I THINK, SECRET SHUD BE KEPT TO URSELF. EVENTHO IT HARD N REALLY HARD TO KEEP IT. IF, U WANT TO SHARE WIF OTHERS, U CAN ALWAYS WRITE A LETTER AS AN ANONYMOUS. DATS THE REAL REASON Y PEOPLE WROTE LETTERS TO MAGAZINE TO SHARE THEIR SECRET ANONYMOUSLY. PLEASEPLEASE, IF U WANT TO BE HONEST, EVEN WIF UR BESTBESTBEST FRENS, JUST PLEASE, DONT SHARE UR DEEP DARK SECRET WIF THEM. CUZ U KNOW, I DONT REALLY THINK HE/SHE CAN KEEP IT TO HIM/HERSELF. HE/SHE WILL SHARE IT WIF THEIR FRENS, N IN THE END, THE STORY, UR SECRET WILL BE PUBLICLY KNOWN. HAAA. U DONT WANT IT TO BECOME LIKE THAT RITE? SO, PLEASEPLEASE, I BEG U, SUMTIMES SUMTINGS ARE MEANT TO BE UNSPOKEN. ITS NOT LIKE I DONT HAVE ANY SECRETS, I HAVE ONE . N IT VERYVERY DARK SECRET. BUT STILL, IM ABLE TO JUST KEEP IT AS A SECRET. :P

baru ku sedar, keSENGALan ku~

tidak percaye??


MARI KITA LIHAT..

ha. TERBUKTI! hahaha

p/s: kepada rakan2, cube tgk merah ngan hijau tu. kan kontra gle! hehehe

terbukti lah betol entry sebelum ni.

satisfaction

kt slalu xpuas hati ngan diri kt kan? perasan x?
hehe kalau cm pompuan, nk rambut selembut benang sutera, nk kulit halus, mulus, tulus bagai, kan?
tp, sedar x anda, mungkin, anda d anugerahkn kulit yg tulus, mulus, lembut, chantek & etc etc etc tapi, rambut lak keras cm dawai. mungkin dpt rmbt selembut sutera, pakai jari pun boleh, tp kulit cam kayu.
mungkin anda gemok, tp, kulit chantek menawan. mungkin anda kurus, tp kulit bercapok2. mungkin rambut lebat, tp, bdn xberbulu. mungkin juga rmbut ckit, tp bdn berbulu lebat. (sebb nk encounter blk kn, phm x? bdn xde bulu, sbb bulu tumbuh kat kepala byk2. hehe)
ha, kan adil cmtu?

cam
ying yang
siang malam
bintang  bulan
hijau merah
hitam putih
laki pompuan
tua mude


lebih kurang cmtu lah. basicly, setiap yg pro tu, ade cons die. :)
cam selalunye, kalu kt lihat, pompuan, muke lagi putih dr tgn. kenape? sebb laki, tgn lagi putih dr muke. ha, kan sesuai tuh! ade pasangan die. tu la logik die.

heheheheheheheheheheeeeeeeeeheeeheheheheheheheheehehe :))

chow

p/s: logik kan? kan? kan?

ice skate

last saturday, pegi ice skate tok pertame kalinye.
bersame sara, huda n walid.
memenuhi mase sementara tunggu rakan2 bekerja. jdk student ambassdor.. 
(tika, elis, zana n mimi)




stat drive gune garmin (ala2 gprs, versi murah) murah2 pun, sampai la jugak kat sunway, tanpa sebarang kesesatan berlaku. hee


seronok la weyh! walopun mule2 cm takut2 kn..
jejak je kaki kat ice tuh, wuu, licin gile! hehe
xde geseran lgsg. cuak2.
so, start jln, pegang tepi2 dinding tuh..
kuat gle pegang, sbb takut jatuh. skt la jugak tgn nie, 
pelan2 jln..sikit, sikit, selangkah, selangkah..
pas 2, 3 round, ha, mule la, lepas kn tgn..
kes jeles ngan huda n walid yg da melaju je kat depan, sebla, kiri, kanan, belakang..
siap bagak2 lg. ish! xleh jdk nie. tecabar
hehe den, pas beberape jam, leh da laju2..yeay!
laju2. seronok..

sara. afifah.walid

walid ala2 tiru macam saya. (model kat belakang tuh)

tapi, kesian kat sara, sbb walopun da nk dekat 4 jam men dlm gelanggang tuh, smpi ke penghujung die xdpt2 gak slide2 cm kami ber3.
hehehe xpe sara, cube len kali ea? :) *mode: belagak

afifah. huda. walid

huda yang girang skating bersame walid! haha

in the end, bile kaki da mule melecet + da terase sakit, kami pun decide, its the end.
mmg penat. terase la bersukan d hari sabtu..
n kami semua x jatuh, kecuali huda. yg jatuh secara chomelnye. hehehe
all in all even though tiring, its a fun day! :P
hopefully, leh pegi lg.. YEAY!

p/s: nyampah gle ngan certain2 org yg pandai skate, pastuh, muke belagak gle! hish. 

hallo

:)

what goes around comes around..

HAHA. ayat nie kt mesti biase denga kan?

atau dalam bahase melayunye, KARMA.

biase denga? familiar??

bukan apelah, ak kadang2 tuh, cam xpaham.

xdela, boleh je kan kalau nak cakapcakap sal orang.

xpe, serius nie. cakap lah, tapi kan..

TOLONGLAH! kalau da ckp org tu mcm tu, mcm nie, da kutuk2 die, da ngumpat2..

TOLONGLAH *lagi skali, sedar diri tuh.

jangan lah dok ckp orang, den suddenly..

YOU DO THE SAME THING!

wut de heck?? orang melayu kate,

CAKAP XSERUPE BIKIN.

haish. aigoo. tolonglah.. kau pandai cakap orang tu, kau xsuke tgk org macm tu.

kau kutuk2 die. kau mara die. kau brainwash die, tbe2.. WALLAH! kau pun same mcm tu.

and U R WORST!!!

please lah my dear ~~

think before u speak.

think before u act.

bukan ape, biase nye, org2 yg ckp org nie, mmg last2, pergi kat die balik. tapi, SAH2 LG TEROKKK!

so, mintak simpang lah kan.

yes. xsume org baek. sume org buat salah. sume org tersasar. standard.

tp, kalu da tawu mcm tu, xpaya ckp2 sal org yg buat bnde yg same dgn dri sendri, xboleh ke?

ni, tgk org buat cm tu, kau komen2 ngomel2 chotchet2 kat belakang.

hbs tu, cube pergi tgk kat mirror tu. cm reflection dri sendri je? hehehehe

ha, tawu plak nk meluat n wuteva ngan org2 cmtu.

kalu dri sendri yg buat? xpk org2 len pun meluat jugak?

HA? HA? HA?

hahahahaha. tp, betol la kan.

WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND.

beware lah ye. dengan perkataan yang keluar dr mulut anda2 semua.

okeh?? :D

bahaye taw! jgn nk blame org, tegur org, brainwash org if kt rs, kt akn buat bnde yg same ngan org tuh.

nanti, org hilang respect..kau ckp len, den buat len. APEHAL?

ha, kn? sume orang mesti rase cmtu. 

yela, kadang2 kt ckp hari ni, esok luse br kt nak buat.

sbb kt xleh nk predict future kan? 

sbb tu org ckp, jgn ckp org. sbb kt xkn tawu pe yg akn jdk bl mase da ke depan. hehe

tp, since kt da ckp, kt xsuke org buat mcm tu, mungkin, kt boleh la siap2 elakkn dri dr melakukan bnde yang same. 

contohcontoh..

today:

a: eeeee. kau nie, peluk2 ngan laki tuh. nek moto ngan die. xgeli ke? lek je ak tgk. xelok taw. t pe org ckp kalu kau buat cmtu. xdela, kau kn kwn ak. ak kene lah tegur kan. tawu la die bf kau.

z: owh, ok. ye, ak tawu sala..............

after a month..

b: eh, z, kau tawu x c a da kapel? kemaen lg die nagn bf die tuh. bepeluk2. beciom2. ha...

z: eh, yeke? seyes?? ???? ..........

ha, c. tgk2, anda lebih teruk dr rakan anda itu.

bende nie, mmg selalu terjadi. kalau korg xcy kat KARMA, mulai sekarang, tlg lah percaye.

sekarang nie, ALLAH s.w.t bayar cash ok. no credit card.

so, no heart feeling. no offend!

peti aduan

TERIMA KASIH

peti aduan saya!

ye ANDA.

anda sangat mambantu. :D

mungkin anda xtahu, tp, YE!

anda mampu membuat saye tersenyum dengan kate2 anda.

terima kasih lagi sekali ya.

:) . :) . :) .

deepavali holiday~

first of all, HAPPY DEEPAVALI! to sape2 yang menyambutnye. :)

 

darly saye, yang be'nandek'. (^^,)
die pun sambut depavali taw

cuti deepavali ritu, saya pulang ke kampung untuk bercuti..

sebab saye tak balik raya haji, saya pun berkeputusan nk blk for depavali.

aish. cm smbut raye sendri je! haha (sbb mereka2 suke kate saye cm K***NG)

actually je nak share few picca tyme berholiday..

 

papa: driver

mama: co driver

 

hehe. otw pergi. (pakse adik tangkap gamba)

  

1st night, wa tdo cni. tp, sebb sejuk..

neway, nie adik saye. :)

 

 2nd nite wa tdo kat cnie..

 nie, wajah sebenar ayah saye. :P

kachak kan!

gamba yang d tangkap semase saya kebusanan menunggu adik saya mandi laut..

ye, ini adik saye lagi. azizi :)

katenye,amek angin. penat berenang2.

suasana petang d pantai port dickson

bilangan manusia meningkat dengan mase..

gulfrens men2 d gigi air. sweet kan? 

men tangkap2 gamba. :)

parents playing wif the first child.

they always love first child more, dont they?

newly wed couple..so romantic! :D 

p/s: im assuming ok.

family, spending time together..

4 sekawan bergumbira. berenang2.

malangnye, xbrape nak kachak. sayangsayang

me, doing sumting cliche'

selepas bersuke ria, bergumbire selama dua hari d PD..

mase untuk pulangggggggggggg.....

 bersiap2..sempat lagi kan? hehe

 kemas2. chek2 barang ape yang tggl..

along & makcik saya

mama saya & adik saya LAGI.

setelah penat berkemas.. 

okeh! JOM BALIK!!

tata..

bye october. HALLO november..

owh november ~
ok, kenape HALLO november? 
mesti korang tertanye2..
bacalah yang kat bawah nie. bia i list down.. :)

• masuk november, berkurang lah bilangan bulan sy perlu berada d UTM ni. *nak cecepat grad nie. hee
• mggu peperiksaan! yang menandakan cuti semakin mendekati ~
• raya haji! hoyeah. cuti seminggu okeh. :D
• dekat ngan bulan 12. hehehehe *wink2*

sekarang, knape xmau bulan november plak..

hurmm...

1. FYP kene hantau!
2. banyak final presentation.
3. bulan tekanan. hahaha
4. musim tengkujuh. (okeh, xde kene mengena)
5. buku. buku. books. books. 

november, november, november.. ~

when your love is not mine..

what shud i do?

we are not meant to be..

may u find love and happiness. 

always ~~

25 Random Things, Fact, Habits, Goal About Me

nak d jadikan cerite, adela minah nie, tag ak. jdk, nak xnk, ak pun cm kene lah kot buat natang nie.
since die pun da pakse ak kan. hee
so, chek it out.

1. yes. name ak afifah NUR. nur kat belakang ye. n ak cm mls nk jwb knape NUR tu kat belakang. jdk, jgn tanye! hee
2. ak SGT suke kaler HIJAU! seyesly. im a green freak. xleh tgk kaler len. seyes. seyes. seyes.
3. kadangkadang, ak rase ak gile.
4. bnde kat laki yg ak suke adelah..jari yg chantek, dsertakan dgn kuku yg kemas dan pndk + gigi yg teratur! wallah. mmg cair..*melting~ 
5. ak seorg yg skema. hehe
6. ak WEIRD. no kidding!
7. ak sgt suke  choc snickers. pergh, layan~
8. ak juge sgt suke DONUT. dulu, feberet dunkin donut lah, tp bl da meningkat dewasa, pilihn donut bertambah kn..jdk, skrg, kerana kedewasaan, ak pun menyukai BIG APPLE donuts.. in fact, ak leh mkn 6 ketul sekali makan.. :D *punyelah suke donut.
9. dulu, mase skola rndh, ade org pena nyanyi lagu tok ak. *jiwangkan? agak la. tp, syg nye, die hanye bertepuk sebelah tgn. maafkn saye. :P
10. keadaan bilik ak, mmg bersepah. sebb kalu kemas, ak xleh crk brg n ak akn sepah kn blk. hopefully perangai nie berubah 1 hari nnt.
11. ak suke jogging, sbb tok ak, jogging leh hlgkn tensi ak. xcy? g lah cube!
12. ak nak grad ngan 1st class honour. :P
13. impian ak mase kechik2 nk g angkasa. n maseh lg jdk impian ak sekrg..
14. bercite2 nk kawen ngan org kaye. sbb t, leh goyang kaki je. HAHA
15. ak sgt suke pompuan chantek. TRUE. suke tgk derg.. :) rs bhgia bersame perempuan chantek. p/s: im not LESBO bai.
16. im not being me ol de tyme. dont ask y. :P
17. sgt suke tgk cerite katun and agak percayalah ngan cte fairy tale.
18. memiliki perut yg tersgtlah SENSITIF!
19. berharap dpt join pastry nye class, coz i love dessert soo much n nk blaja wat bnde2 tuh
20. i like somebody, tp, till now xtawu die suke me blk ke x. *GERAM!
21. insyaALLAH 1 day akan bertudung labuh. aminnn.. :)
22. ade skin problem yg semakin melampau semakin hari.
23. suke lelaki bunchit + xsuke yg berbulu dada. (tp, still depends. hee)
24. rmi ckp, ak garang, naif n pndi belakon. judge for urself.
25. ak MANJE! :D

there, ive already listed 25 random facts bout me. hope u ll enjoy.

believe it o not? haha. depends on u ~

makchik the cleaner

haish. ak hangin tol ngan makchik yg dok mengemas blok ak nie.
hbs sume bnde ak die nk amek.
aaaaaaa.
bukn ak nk buang pun.
ak ltk kat lua bilik kot.
len la kalu ak letk kat tepi tongsmph ke, kat disposal area ke.
sume die nk amek taw.
yg buat ak lg hangin tu, penyapu org, yg ak tggl kat lua pun die amek gak!

halloo makchik, sy nk mengemas jap. logik la tggl penyapu kat lua.

knape tu pun mkchik nk amek..

pulangkan lah...

ke sala ak ek? huhu


ERGH.!

What one’s favorite color signifies..

just want to share.. ~ 

Red
What it represents: Ah, the color of passion, anger and high blood pressure. Red is a primal color. It represents primal urges, like lust (“I must have younow!”) and fury (you know the phrase “seeing red,” right?). Yes, red is a commanding color: think of how stop signs get you to halt in your tracks and how you stand back when a red fire engine goes whizzing by. 

Understanding people who love it: They act — sometimes without thinking — on immediate desires. In fact, they’re usually the poster children for immediate gratification. It’s up to you if you go for it... or proceed with caution.

Orange
What it represents: OK, orange is not exactly the easiest color to wear and it’s not the most common favorite color, but guess what? Orange is as sensual as it gets. Orange is a mellowed red — and it takes primal, lusty urges and mellows them with a softer vibe. Orange is the color of early attractions, emotional responses, and inner magnetism. Oh, and one other thing: orange is also close to gold, the color of success and wealth. 

Understanding people who love it: Someone who likes orange is alive with feelings, the ability to nurture, and can intuit a path to success. If your favorite color is orange, you don’t have an “off” switch when it comes to passion. This is all good stuff, but there’s nothing casual about the connections this kind of person usually forges. 

Yellow
What it represents: Yellow is the color of the sun, vitality, power and ego... but it’s not a great indicator of romance. Watch out for self-centered, “me first” energy when someone prefers yellow to the rest of the rainbow. 

Understanding people who love it: If yellow is your favorite color, temper your use of the word “I” when you’re interested in someone else. You can come across as too ego-centric otherwise. Now, if you’re dating someone whose favorite hue is yellow, make sure to jump in and share stories about yourself, since this person may not give you much room. 

Green
What it represents: Here is the heart of the matter: green is the color of love. (It’s no coincidence that we make our money in the same color...) Green is the color of life and abundance — leaves, grass, plants — it’s all about growing, expanding, and living. So why don’t we give ferns instead of roses on Valentine’s Day? Because green is about expansive, humanistic love and acceptance, not bodice-ripping romance. What’s more, green is a nice-person color, a “do-gooder, be-gooder” kind of color. This person has a warm heart. Passion is probably in there somewhere, buried under their integrity and honor. 

Understanding people who love it: If you love green, you put the greater good before your own good — but try a little selfish behavior once in a while. 

Blue
What it represents: Blue is a color of clarity, communications and charm. And regardless of the shade, this hue says: “I like to be understood.” On the downside, under stress, a “blue” person can send mixed messages, have trouble making up their mind, or just space out during conversations. 

Understanding people who love it: If blue is your favorite color, you never run out of anything to say — expression is your strong suit. And if you’re dating a “blue” person? The same holds true; you should always know where you stand. 

Purple
What it represents: Purple evokes the energy of illusion, imagination and fantasy. Or should we say purrrrple?Purple tends to inspire coyness, romance, flirtation and teasing — it builds anticipation with a dash of playfulness. The downside of purple is unrealistic expectations. Is it easier to live in your fantasy world than the real world? Some purple-lovers prefer it. 

Understanding people who love it: If you love purple, you can be an imaginative romantic or prefer imaginary romance, depending on how you feel. 

White
What it represents: White is light — the combination of all colors. White symbolizes purity (the traditional bridal dress, the christening gown) and spirituality. There’s a simplicity to it, too. 

Understanding people who love it: People who love white are probably clean and orderly. While white isn’t the sexiest color, it is certainly healthy. 

Black
What it represents: Like white, black is a combination of all colors, but instead of purity, it represents the unknown, the unseen — mystery. Black basically holds back information... but there’s no denying that it has strong associations in our culture with “the dark side” and evil. 

Understanding people who love it: If your favorite color is black, you are more hush-hush than high-strung in nature. The silence of this color lets others fill in the blanks. Black says, “I’m not telling you anything.” People who love black can be tough nuts to crack, but quite possibly worth the effort. 

FRINGE

my new addiction.
story about the weird science. advanced science.
best weyh. 
i think uols shud go n download the story.
n u ll be surprise and amazed...
until what extend science can achieved, can reach.
seriously, the story will trigger ur mind and how u think.
weird2 thingy! 


NICE~ 

buat teruna..

surat untuk kamu.. :)

assalammualaikum..


teruna. surat ini, pernah ku coretkan berkali2.
tetapi, ak tahu, satu pun xsampai kepada mu.
maafkan ak, kerna surat ini hanya mampu ku coret dan ku buang.


teruna, maafkan ak.
surat ini ikhlas dr ak yang ingin memohon maaf kepada mu.
maafkan ak. 
mungkin xde jodoh antara kt.
ye, ak mmg berfikiran jauh.
ye, ak mmg sayangkan kau. (pada mase itu ye)
tp, kt xserasi. semakin lame, semakin byk ketidak serasian muncul.
maafkan aku teruna.


teruna, permintaan ku mungkin terlampau kejam pd waktu itu.
maafkan ak kerana menipu. 
ak da xthn teruna. ak xtahan.
ye, ak merelakan, tetapi, keadaan da semakin runcing.
ak da xmmpu bertahan.
maafkan ak teruna.
pada pemikiran ku, itulah jalan penyelesaiannye.
ak xmamapu menipu dri ku lagi.
maafkan ak lagi.


ye ak kejam. ye ak yg bersalah.
ak harap kau maafkan ku.
ak berharap, kau berbahagia.
dan tlg jgn ulangi kesilapan yg telah berlaku.


regards.

buat teruna, andai kau mampu bc surat ini.
pahamlah.
keputusan ak, adelah RASIONAL. 
no hard feelings ya. :P


p/s: ak igt lg, biru kaler kegemaran kau. 

entiti di FPree

tanggal 27.10.2010. jam menunjukkan tepat jam 01:33

genaplah malam ke3 kami bermalam d fakulti kesayangan kami.

FPrEE - Faculty of Petroleum & Renewable Energy Engineering.

gambar d bwh adalah sbgi bukti yg kami adalah entiti itu.

hahahaha

nie entiti 1

entiti 2. kihkihkih

ade lg 1 entiti yang xdpt d capture gambar wajahnya. akan ak usaha laen kali.chaloo ~

critical emotion

now nie, saatsaat critical d mane emotion mmg xmenentu.

salah sikit, mmg saje nk crk gado lah tu. aaaaaa

kadang2, xdela salah besar pun, kechik sgt. cm besau semut je. mungkin kechil lg, tp still, ak nk menyentap.

pastu, rase cm menyampah gile ngan org keliling.

yang hanya boleh d lakukan sekarang:

1. bertahan
2. bersabar
3. ignorekan
4. buat dono

tok org keliling pule:

• layankn
• jgn mara
• bersabar juge

sekian.

p/s: maafkan saya. :(

PORN.

haha. shweet entry kan??

ak yakin, dlm hp dak2 laki, xkre muda, tua, belia, semua la.

asal name laki, mesti ade simpanan porn.

dlm hp, xternal mahupun dlm bentuk cd.

nak BET??

haha. guys, any komen?

ak cm wonder je. knape mesti ade simpanan itu?

tok tuuuuttttt.... mungkin?

kakakakakaa.

done.

materialistik or safety?

erm, tajuk yg agak kontroversi kot.

ak cm nk komen sal gul yg materialistik nie. $_$ *blink2.

sebb ak cm berminat ngan mereka, kerana ak mungkin salah satu dr mereka?

hahahaha

kalu korg nk tawu sal gul2 jenis nie, g lah tgk cite pisau cukur, lakonan gul2 chantek!

lebih kurang cmtuh la gaye n lagak mereka. lifestyle juge ye.

yes, MMG menggelikan.

dok ngan datok, sbb nk kn duit kn. den cm hancurkn rumah tgge org. wuwu

kejam kn?

derg tawu x, KARMA will hunt dem back?

haha. tp, xpelah kot. setiap org ade lifestyle sendri kn?

bagi ak lah, xsala kot kalu kau materialistik.

pd pndgn ak la, org2 cmtu, (cm ak nie) just nk pastikn mase dpn yg pasti akn save.

xdela mkn pasir kot.

kais pagi mkn pg, o kais ptg mkn ptg kn.

seng hati la kn. bl ms depn tuh da terjamin. mungkin lah kn.

sbb org mst m skp, kalu tbe2 muflis?

ha, sbb kt xtawu kn pe yg future hold 4 us. kan?

tetbe muflis tuh, mmg pdn muke la kn. kakaka

tp, ak xdela pndg serong kat org2 cani, sbb tuk ak, derg de motif derg lah.

nk kate ak phm la nie. tp, kalu korg pena dga yg cm dlm radio, yg dok kecah kat FB tuh, agak melampau la.

sbb, gul tu kejam weyh. ckp gtu kat laki tu. tu da jht sgt. kalu xnk, tolak leklok kn.

kt kn org timur, ade adab kan? hehe

materialistik nie, tok ak prlu. hahahaha

supaye, d mase hdpn, kt xdela terpinge2. erk, cm slh ayt.

supaye d mase hdpn, kt ade back up. kewangan.

pena dga pepatah..

MONEY IS NOT EVERYTHING,

BUT EVERYTHING IS MONEY.

for me, cm org ckp, xde duit, xsemestinye xbhgia.

byk duit pun xsemestinye bhgia.

tp, syg, cinta kasih, sume xbg kt mkn, xbli bj kt, xbyr bil.

hahaha kan?

jdk, for me, kene la ade 2,2 kan?

br selamat. insyallah bhgia.

ak doakn korg k!

chow. salam ~