movies men ~

wut do i mean by movies men?? haha
man that act in the movie is dat make sense? :)
MOVIES MEN.
every girl dreams to have a man like movies man.
o its just me. hehe yeah, i want my man to act like man in the movies.
to be like dem. :P

• so charming
• so sweet
• so caring
• so powerful
• so manly
• so gentleman
• so handsome
• so taff! kakaka
• and so, sooooo lah!
• ha, another 1, so PERFECT!

hahaha. demand sungguh kan?

but that s the truth. u want the perfect guy. but u kno wut, perfect guy doesnt exist! OK?

dont xpect for it. hee nobodys perfect.

but y, in the movies the men kinda perfect. rite?

buy u dinner in the high class place, open the car door for u, buy u present, bring flowers o thing for u, sent flower to the office coz he had a great nite last nite, call u, speak nicely to u.. argh, everything seem perfect. i like ~~

but men in real world, none of them like dat. ok, maybe a few. but still, that few men, oredy sumone's. hee

i think, we can only dreams of guys like dat. dreaming bout it shud be enaf. hihi for me lah. its ok sudah ~ dream of it. :)

but y, the director o writter like to give hope to us that such guy exist? y dont they create a storyline that of an ordinary man? hehe dat would be better by not giving any hope to little gul like me to dream of movy man. kikiki

haha. for the conclusion, movies men are not real. dont hope for it. its not fair to guys out there if we kinda compare them with movy man. we just have to be thankful that sum1 love us oredy. hee :P

when it comes to work

i miss the time while im in brunei..

its nothing personal, just i hate being in the office.

its too tiring n bored + i need to speak english all the time

yeah, its a good thing, i cn improve my soft skills, but still, its tiring

mayb coz im still young, i want to do all the hands on job rather than sit on my chair, starring at the lappy all day long. ~ right?

in the warehouse, i get to wear the same coverall for the whole week. no 1 even bother.

no need to think wut i shud wear tomorro.

office, i have to think what i shud wear tomoro, ironing n stuff. argh! leceh gile.

+ in workshop, there a lot of break time. 10.30, 12, 3pm. break n break n break. no wonder i gain weight in brunei. but its fun!

the staffs also cool n fun! no 1 will monitor u. u can do anything u want. everybody r busy doing their own work. they will not bother any1 around.

owh, fun! so fun. hooyeah ~

sometimes, still rs besalh la, cm xbuat pape. tp, i kno wut i can do.

i can go around the area n find work!

in the office, just read stuff. ergh. like studying in office environment.

how 'cool' is dat? wakaka

neymind then, i only have 1 week 2 go.

next week, i hv to do my presentation. hopefully i succeed. i dont expect it will be superb, but, i ll do my best! jgn malukn UTM woo. :)

good luck to me and all!

i miss brunei working environment.

when it comes to work, i prefer to work outside the office. place where i can move around and make myself busy! :P

pimple

ha, 1 masalh baru ak. pimple!
argh. dulu, mmg da canie da muke ak. pimple yg sgt byk.
tetapi, skrg, kebykkn die tersgt lah melampau.
da mcm buln la muke ak nie.
penuh ngan jerawt. cm da xde tmpt2 yg licin lg. kaka
bile muke penuh jerawat.. *ak rs, ayt nie lg sesuai jdk tajuk kot. hehe
terok gile woo. ntah bl r nk elok.
adoi. ak xksa, but bl people da tego2, lg2 parents ak, trus rase cm,
"argh! siot!" dr xbrape nk ksa, trus jdk tersgtlah ksa! :(
bile la nk elok cikit muke nie.
xdela cm beharp licin cm artis kn, tp, elok ckit dr nie pon ok suda.
huwaaa ~ :(( pimplessssssss.
go away please? kiki :D

when a gul act like a gul

okeh. ni yang wa xphm nie. apela sala wa.

xbole ke wa nk kawan2 je? adoi.

ni bukn kali pertame la kn kene serg ngan gf org.

cm da byk kali gak lah. dr dulu till skrg.

xphm la weyh. bukn nya ak nk ngorat bf korg pon.

walopun tesirat gak dlm hati kekdg, tp, ak tawu, HE'S YOURS.

xdela ak nk g rampas hak korg kn?

ak baek kot. kaka. xpaya lah wat camtu.

kite nie nk bekwn je.

jgn jeles2 sgt.. t, kene tggl br tawu!

haha lek2. kwn xsala kn, tok ak la.

bia la bf korg tu nk bekwn. die setia punye.

kot *part nie, xjamin r.

hehe. salu kalu bnde2 cani, mst gul yg d persalhkn? kenape?

ak d msg kat FB. nsb la die tanye leklok. :) so, ak cm respect r.

+ she's older than me.

pastu, sorg lg, remove ak dr FB. erk. apekehal ler ~~

hahaha. kalu tkt sgt bf kene rmpas, jg dri dulu kak.

nie, jeles kemaen, mane la laki x tensi.

chill2 ~ kalu die tawu la BF die tu curan kat blkg die, mau pecah dunia.

ha, tu yg die xtawu, yg ak tawu, BF die CURANG.

tgk, spe yg ngeng snanye? hee. nasib korg la.

kalu korg jelesh2 sgt pon, xbgs.

laki tu still leh wat akaun private. yg ko xtawu.

bek lek je. at least, xdela die menipu.

nmpk cm die besala plak bl wat camtu. xptt tol la gul2 canie.

kikiki. da besar kn, da matang. pndi la pk sendri.

hee. asal ak d serg gf org weyh? cube ckp?

hehe. bukn die nmpk ak g ngorat BF die pon. wakaka

hadoiyai ~ cani, xleh r nk kwn ngan sespe yg da berpunye ek?

fine la. ak kwn ngan yg singles je! hee cam ak nie.

agak nye, t kalu ak de bf, ak act cmtu ark?

hurm, tu yg kt xtawu, kt kene tggu ~

hehe hopefully x la kan. :) cian kat bf ak.

jeles sket2 xpe. bese la tu.

xjeles kang, kate xsyg plak, kn? kaka.

hurm, nsht ak kepd gf's, CHILL ~ :P

ak tawu btsn nye. kikkiki

back to the past..

when i was young.

pena x terase cam black sheep in the family?

*mbek. mbek. mbek*

hurm, rase cm x di sayangi. diabaikan. xdiberi perhatian. pe yg kt wat sume salah. sume xkene. everything wrong! nothing that we do r right. sibblings kite yg len je btol. rase cam di ank tirikn.

ok, kalu pena rase camtu, tu la yg ak rase 1 mase dulu.

rase cam, "ya allah, ape salah ak. ape yg ak wat.

xde org syg kat ak nieh??"

ha, gitulah! den, jeng3..

1 fine day ~

ak mengamok sakan la. ak campak barg2, ak tunjuk tantrum ak. ak hempas pintu kuat2. ak sedikit jeritan belaku kot. kalau ak xsalah la. hee. den, pada hari inilah ak br rs kasih syg dr parents ak..

ak masuk bilik. hempas pintu.

den, ak ngs sekuat2 hati kat dlm bilik tu.

ak ttp muke ak ngan bantal sebb ak ngs mmg thp raung2 la!

den, *knok3*

ade suare halus speaking to me..

"knape ni ngah? ha??"

dlm hati ak bekate ' sore mama nie, mama pujuk ak! waaa, teharu!!'

"knape ngah?"

sore kasau plak! erk.

'papa pon pujuk jugak!'

*hati da bebunge2 ~*

mama n papa pujuk ak weyh.

ya ALLAH.. punye la ak bhgia kn.

dlm hati time nie, SAYANG jugak derg kata ak.

okeh! ini yg xbgs nye rkn2. kalu korg pena rs gini kn, tlg lah jgn mcmtu. parents kt syg kat kite snanye. sape yg xsyg anak oiii ~ cube ckp sket ngan wa?? ha. kalu korg rs parents korg bert sebla ke, xsyg korg ke, stop it lah. dat is sooooo stupid. parents kt syg kat kt. ape yg derg wat tuh actly, bukn pe. sbb derg syg kt lah! kdg2, bese la derg terlbh sane, terkurg cni. derg xsedar sume tu. korg ptt bersyukur je sbb ade parents! org yg yatim piatu tu? ha, lg la. xrs sume yg kt beparents ni rs. kn?

suatu ketike dulu, bnde yg ak rs, mmg sgt bodoh la. sggp plak kn ak lemparkn kate2 begitu kat parents ak, ckp derg xsyg ak. kurang ajau punye anak! haha. but now, i realize, mereka syg kn ak. sume same je. walopun ak ttp rs derg kdg2 bert sebla. hahaha tp, beselah tu kn? kn? di cni lah dtg nye tolak ansur ~ kt sendri kene bertolak ansur n saling phm memhami antara 1 same lain. cheewwah! kalu yg bebudak tu, mmg xphm la. tp, once u da besar, br u phm bnde2 nie. tlg jgn slhkn ibu mengandung ye? hee.

k, jdk, hargailah mama n papa anda. kerane, tnpe mereka, siapalah anda. kn? :)

wishlist. :)

things on my wishlist..

TADA ~

my baby! i want this so much. okie~




ok. 1 thing that i wish for which i can afford..

been wanting this since years ago!

tp, xpena dpt lg kn.. haish. bile la nk dpt nie.

blanje?? :)

non-stop.

i will just write, n write n write n write.

non-stop journey! cam domestik bas. non-stop. huhu.

ok, i kno, my english is bad, but at least i try to speak rite?

wakaka. hangpa bc jela. jgn nk byk2 komen.

people = animal ??

ok! ni satu tabiat ak yg ak rase sgt menarik perhatian org keliling! :)
ak salu tebyg bile ak tgk muke org tuh, cm katon2 binatg dlm tv tuh.
bukn ak sngaje wat cmtu, tp die cm ototmatik taw!

*ting* 'eh, muke die cam bamby r!'

ha. cmtu lah.hehe bukn ak nk, tp, otak ak nie, otomatik.
mcm2 org da same ngan katon2 tuh.
yela, katon2 tu pon di adaptasi dari org2 gak kn? hee
cm de sorg tu, cm memerg. betol! dr muke, janggut die, bntuk bdn. seyes tgk die cm memerg.
pastuh, de cam bear dlm katon pe ntah. ngan perot die sume. chomey!
de yg cm hipopotamus. ha, yg nie mostly chubby gul. cute jugk.
aish, yg cm kambing, xya ckp la.. belmbk! :)
pastuh, de cm ikan, ngan ,mulut die cm ikn benapas la, pela.
de yg cm kude, cam robot pon ade taw! robot yg ala2 manusia la. sebb jarak mate die jao sgt. hee
ha, tula, tabiat ak bile tgk org!
hihi. jgn la tgk nk jupa ak plak pasni! hee :P

stupid incident!

okie! we start walking with our first step

we start writing with our first alphabate

we start counting with our first number

we start speaking with our first sound!

there u r! theres always a start, first time for everything.. :)

same goes to me! hehe first time i travel ol by my self~ let me say it again. ALL BY MYSELF

ok. now, nk story, pengalamn yg ak tempuhi waktu travel sngsorg nie.. haha

actually, awal2 lg ak da mess up! my flight kol 8.30 am. kol 5 da bgn, siap2. kol 6, drebar dtg pick me up at kg baru. den, at about 7.30, i arrived at KLIA. den, i go look around since this is my 1st time in klia ALONE. den, i called my mum, asked about the things i shud do, bout the bag, how to check in and all. ok, wen i looked around, there this tv showing the flight time. i search for my flight number, then it show ' gate: A5' . den i tot, "owh, gate xbukk lg. lek lu ~" den i waited, and waited, and waited, till my flight number announced. so, i go n check in at counter A5 . the attendent said like this " adik, nk g mane? ni check in ke india" den i said miri. she said kaunter blkg nie. ok den. i go n check in! haaaa!! here comes the problem..

pip: akak, nie check in ke miri ke?

att: ye dik. bg akak tiket.

after few seconds..

att: ya allah adik! gate flight nk ttp lg 5 min kang dik. nie da lmbt sgt nie..adik xbc ke kat tiket nie, flight kol 8.30am. skrg da 8.15 dik.

pip: ye kak. saye tawu flight kol 8.30. saye bc kat skrin td, gate A5, so, sy g check in kat sebla, den die kate kat cni. and br je td flight tu announce kn?

att: dik, gate tuh, nak nek kpl terbg dik. tu pintu die. adik kene check in awal2. skrg da xsempat nie. announcement tuh, pggln akhir dik.

pip: btol ke kak? mmg da xsempat ke? betol??

att: adik kene booked flight len nie. mmg da xsempat.

pip: tp kak, ni under company kak. (mmg da cuak hbs la time nie!!)

att: akak mmg xle nk watpe dik. ptt pg2 lg adik check in.

pip: saye da kat cni dr kol 7 pg td kak.

att: lah, asal xcheck in..

pip: hurm..... k, xpe la kak. thanks.

berlalu pergi ngan muke yg nk ngs.

(ko pk, die cam nek bas ke? tggu pggl br naik. adoi!!)

ok. tu adelah dialog2 antara ak n attendent MAS. huhu. korg tawu x?? betape cuaknye diriku ini ketggalan flight kerane sesuatu bnde yg sgt BODOH?? ya allah! so stupid lah! sgt ridiculous. so absurd! den, ak kol lah kak admin kat opis tuh. cte hal sebenau. pergh, xnk setebal 18 bijik buku muke ak nie cite kat k. nani sal telepas flight nie! den, cm whole comp tawu sal cte ak nie. everything da arranged for me. transpot from miri to brunei, my hotel and all. sbb kebodohn ak, org kat opis dpt keje br, kene settlekn sume lg skali! adoi. gile la ak nie! sgt bodoh! bodoh kn?? + malu yg amat sgt. dala ak intern, den ak leh plak wat hal canie kn? rosak reputasi i~

k, moral of the story.. pengajaran dari cerite ak nie..

if u UNSURE for anything, STOP what u r doing and ASK Q. ok?

no one knows everything, we r not SUPER HUMAN. theres nothing wrong in asking Q. just ASK if u dont know.

hehe yg xleh blah tuh, ak leh lepaking, bc novel ak. padhl, ak da leh check in!

adoi. terase dri sgt bodowh! haha so, i learned my lesson.

p/s: i kno its a stupid story. :)

1st issue

ak buat blog nie, coz atiqah hassan yang cadangkn.
die kate, since ak kebosanan dlm opis,
di mane org2 dept ak ke rig,
+ ak jiwang, die suh la ak buat natang nie.
kalu ikutkn malas, tp, since tade pe ak nk wat,
ak pon rs cm ak nk buat lah! hehe
ak kat brunei mase ak buat nie.
kire cam blog ak nie spesel r, ak xwat kat negare sendri! kakaka
*mode: high nose.
jd, sekian lah!
enjoy la bace pe yg ak bakal tulis dlm blog pelik ak nie.
tatatititutu. :)

p/s: high nose = hidung tinggi yg d mat salehkn. wakaka